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Sunday, October 28, 2007

It's all in the mind

I must keep telling myself that "it's all in the mind"... My mental state is too weak... ahhh... my pride my ego has long been shattered... my confidence has long been lost...

haven't been blogging in months yah... only when i'm forced to a corner again... nobody to speak to... nobody to console me... nobody to seek help from... then i start blah-ing on a lifeless blog... well, at least whatever i've said, my blog cannot choose to ignore... erm, and it better not hang when i click submit later... otherwise i really will faint...

okay continuing... haiz... haiz haiz haiz... i flunk my mkt rsch test yday. i can't believe it. thought it won't be that difficult... but yes i admit i wasn't well-prepared... in addition, my mind just went blank also... i forgot everything i revised... just sat and stare at the paper oh-so-blankly...

and with regards to job application... well... nothing's positive... and i feel like a sick patient... illness = weak mental state... if i'm the employer... i wouldn't employ myself either...

what to do... trough again... i need some self-therapy again... i'll see how well i can do it this time... persevere hongyi... n u will emerge a winner again...

it's all in the mind... really...


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