Chocolates Make Me Happy!

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Secret-illegal-Garden


The reason why mama refused to move house... - her illegal garden right outside my house

Kawaii-neh!!!



yippiee... went out with jie AGAIN today... bought this really kawaii cheeks blusher from dodo club at cineleisure's basement... it's made in korea... really cute... and not only is the colour nice, the powder is said to be nano-particles... so fine and nice... but that's not all... what i love best about this blusher... is the sponge attached at the top... it just feels so nice... and soft... haha... perfect... oh, and i also bought a liq foundation from missha... also made in korea... haha... i'm so into korean things now... not forgetting I just watched Full House... ha... quite a funny drama... recommended!!! hee...

alright... that's all for now... i'm fat n full... time to slp soon...

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

lonely?

hello blog... am i lonely?? maybe bah... do others sense it too?

but anything wrong with being lonely? nothing right...

okay... then i'm a happy lonely girl... or maybe.. a lonely happy girl... haha...

Monday, July 24, 2006

Ahh.. and finally again...

yes... GSS 2006... i realised... is finally over... hmm... didn't really buy much i guess... but oh well... nvm... nothing much to write... just to announce that GSS is over... now contemplating if i should go for dinner with louwinn and zoe (her cousin from scotland)... haha... good to network... but i'm a social-hermit... hahaha... really? maybe... LOL... or perhaps i'm just lazy... rar... oh i forgot, happy belated bday keng keng... haha... buy apple chips for you next time... lol...

Finally!!!

New Blog Skin!!!!!!!!!!! okay, actually i only did a few moderations to my original chocolates theme... haha... still chocolates nonetheless... got a bit of cravings for them now... especially after surfing the web for nice chocolate pics... haha... and the happier things are that i've finally added a more detailed profile page, a dream shopping list, a news archive and a q&a section... hurray!!! so fun... i can start taking pictures of newspapers articles le... wahaha...

guess what... i'm mad again... it's 6am now... brilliant... i'm STILL AWAKE... LOL...

all PPLive's fault...

OKAY LA... fine...

I KNOW IT'S MY FAULT...

lol... but dun forget... it's the HOLIDAYS!!!

hip hip hurray to myself!!!

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Something Exciting....




Yessssssss... lemme declare... the above picture is what i told my sis... "something exciting!!"... why leh... cos papa bought 3 buns from a confectionary... of the three... one was obviously a mushroom cheese bun... the other was a sausage bun... and THIS LAST ONE... hmm... UNKNOWN... because it's this plain looking squarish bun that showed absolutely no signs of what's inside... maybe nothing inside at all!!! hence... i chose it... haha... cos i think there's an excitement in eating it... not knowing what lies inside... and i took abt 3 bites... and ta dah... see the picture? there's this SMALL LITTLE OPENING... which makes me even more 'high'... you can ALMOST taste it... but u haven't... and this small little hole allows u to take a peek inside... yet still unsure what's inside... HAHA...

so exciting hor??? my jie jie cannot stand me... LOL...

okay... had a meeting with mw yday... he said i did a good job... but it would be better if i can produce sth EXCELLENT... haha... but nonetheless, he pushed the presentation to end aug so i got quite alot of time on hand now... can slowly refine... and meanwhile... i shall start thinking how to change my blog skin and layout le... ha... oh oh oh... i finally altered jiejie's skirt yday (which was queueing at my sewing machine for a couple of weeks le)... and today, i altered my topshop jeans!!! from flair-cut to straight-cut... wonderful... i think i'm good... HAHAHAHA... at least with the sewing machine... lol...

right... lemme go brainstorm on how to elaborate my blog now...

Friday, July 21, 2006

Would there be someone else?

Fly, you aeroplanes
Soar up high in the skies
Had the Wrights not invented you
Would there be someone else?

Smile, dear Mona Lisa
For the art scene of the world
Had Leonardo not created you
Would there be someone else?

Love, all you Mankind
Sink into the happiness
Had your lovers not met you
Would there be someone else?

Think, on my own tonight
Finding answers to these questions
Had I not written this poem
Would there be someone else?

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haha, okay, the above poem is inspired by a book i read (1 chapter only though) called 'The Scientist, the Madman the Thief and their lightbulb'... Spotted it in the library when I was in town waiting for papa and jie... quite interesting stuffs inside... a little scientific though... but it brought up a very interesting question... If Tesla did not discover AC currents, would there be someone else? I believe it might be erroneous to think that there'll be someone else for sure to discover AC if not for Tesla. Perhaps we'll still be reliant on DC currents even now... I believe there are many scientists in this world, who were on their way to create something revolutionary... something disbelieving... something that is 100 years too modern for the present... but simply because it's too modern, it has been put down and not funded for proper research... and if that's the case, 100 years down the road, who can guarantee it can be invented by someone of that time?

It probably doesn't just apply to scientists and inventions. Many things in fact, you can just pop this question. If your current 'mr right' never existed, would there be someone else? If you didn't pick up the $50 note on the streets, would there be someone else? or maybe, it would just fly into a canal, get washed away, down the drainage systems and into the sea... if i hadn't love you today, would there be someone else?

think about it... ha

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Getting OUTTA HAND!!

yes... i'm totally getting outta hand...

WO FENG LE!!!!!!!!!!! it's 5.23am now... perfect... rarrr

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Chunky Peanut Butter Bread

these couple of nights, i've been having bread with a thick layer of chunky peanut butter... YUMMY!! okay, i know it's fattening... but... pls pls... lemme heck it first k... haha... heck now... worry later... lalala...

anyway... it's 3.23am now... wondering why i'm still online blogging... should be heading to bed a couple of hours ago le... especially when i'm having my last one-on-one interview with one of the directors tml... during lunch... hai... i hate having meals with people that i dun really know... in fact, i've never met the director i'm meeting tml... gosh... somehow i always just can't be myself at such situations... everything also must polite polite... must think twice... nono.. thrice... or even 4 times before i say or do anything... eat also must eat carefully... and when i eat carefully... it's too slow... and the other party will always end up finishing before me... RARR... so vexing... that's why i'm an introvert bah... see... i'm like how uncomfortable meeting new people... *frownz*...

am i giving myself a personality that i'm not? ha... abit cheem ah... but well... was just thinking... maybe i've always been an introvert... but always tried to act like an extrovert... maybe i've never wanted to do business... but dunno since which era ago i've already told myself i would do it... am i telling myself to do things to be who i wanna be? or should i... just shuddup and stop telling myself to do things... and simply be who i am supposed to be?

eh wait wait... it's getting a little confusing... haha... whichever the case... i've recently been thinking on one thing... okay... a little absurd... but i really don't mind trying it out...

I WANNA TRAVEL, WORK AND LIVE IN DIFFERENT CORNERS OF THE WORLD WHEN I GRADUATE!!!

yeah... take my savings with me... go anywhere... Asia, Europe, America, Australia, Africa... rent a small little rm... find some job... i mean... i dun care if i'm a waitress or clerk or salesgirl... and strive hard to make ends meet everyday... then when i'm tired of that life and that place... i'll move again... to another corner of the world... try my hands out at every little thing... open my eyes up to every little thing... maybe in this way, then i can be exposed to ample variety of opportunities... find something i really like to do... something i'm really interested in... and stay in somewhere i really liked to stay... wahhh...

*snap snap*... okay... dream over... wakey... no wait... i'm supposed to be heading to bed now... lemme continue my dream in bed den...

but really... i seriously doubt my courage to take such a bold step outta my mundane life... haiz...

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Why having a title isn't a good thing...

... Because now that I see the extra textbox to type the title of each entry, i must pause for a minute or so because I can't think of a title... my entries are mainly a log of what I've done and thought during the day... so yah.. kinda end up with no titles sometimes and it's vexing to think of one... like now... HAHA...

okay, anyway, why am i online at 2.50am in the morning? simple... i spent my whole saturday morning/afternoon watching Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa (prince turn into frog) cos i missed it on channel u long time ago... thought it was quite a cute show... makes me ponder on sth... yeah... and that is:

I WANT TO BE A PRINCESS TOO!!!

then have a prince to dote on me... haha... be there to save me whenever i'm in trouble... but everytime i think of it, it suddenly brings me back to reality of princess di and prince charles... HAHA... geez, i don't kinda wish to be like them... not the prince and princess you see in modern times y'know... when i mean princess, i mean those in fairy tales... lol... okay, let's compromise... i don't need someone who's handsome and rich... i just need someone who is ever-so-nice-and-understanding and will dote me like i'm his princess... haha... that's enough i guess... love me for who i am... but then again... it's hard to even like someone with my personality... LOL... c'mon... there are girls who drive guys head over heels for them... as for me... i drive guys nuts until they stay away fr me! lol... that's my prowess i guess...

ah well... anyway, back to where i left off... i'm online now cos i napped from 7-9pm after finishing off the drama series at 7pm... that's the thing about PPLive... u have to just stick to your comp and watch it... otherwise once u miss the episode, u'll have to wait a big big cycle again... and hence i was damn shag by the end of the show... LOL...

okay... talking to althevin on msn now... he is complaining i nv mention him on my blog... so here goes:

ALTHEVIN!!!!!! UUUUUUUUUUUUU.... BETRAYER!!!!!!!! LEFT ME IN LOTS ALONE!!! STILL GOT THE CHEEKS TO ASK ME TO MENTION YOU IN MY BLOG!!! PUI U!!!!!!! AND DUN FORGET U OWE ME MY FINANCIAL CALCULATOR!!!!!

haha... that's all.. shall continue with my ppt report... at 3am in the morning... yuppadee doo... i'm going crazy... FENG LE (they all say)...

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Inextrovert vs Exintrovert

hmm... i think i'm rather split between the two... i'm an introvert and at the same time i'm also an extrovert... but which is the real me? i think... both... like a split personality... depends on situations i guess... sometimes i can make myself feel at ease with the new company of people and start my gibberish... and yet on other occasions, i can be very shy and quiet... it sounds really interesting when i start thinking abt the 2 words... Inextrovert... just nice the 'in' at the front makes the extrovert word mean the opposite (like ability vs inability)... and Exintrovert... the 'ex' at the front makes it a thing of the past... like i'm no longer introvert... haha... oh geez... yes, these are things that actually go through my mind when i'm alone on the bus...

well... the inextrovert and exintrovert idea was kinda sparked off by my visit to the eunos ctr today... i think i was bold enough to step in there and request to talk to the teachers and supervisors... but at the same time... i felt a little uneasy... i'm not sure... but u c... if i say i like/enjoy meeting people... then why do i feel uneasy when i'm actually already doing it? bahh... (bahh black sheep)...

rightz... and i went for a bbq just now... organized by the infamous s.ex club... haha... and yes... they are still just a bunch of funny nonsensical guys... oh, jan and cs was there too... celebrated jonni's, jan's and wk's bday in advance... hmm someone did brought up the fact that it would be one of the last gatherings with the people that went... cos jan flying to shanghai for noc prog that'll last a year... while cs will be returning to states soon... i'll be gg manchester (er, not impt tho... 4 mths only)... and the other guys are all entering uni le... well... i believe it's quite true... i think all our lives will thereforth change dramatically... what will become of me? pick up a brit slang? lol... go on studying when i come back... graduate and have a job... and the rest... i have no idea... where will our paths lead us to? will our paths all cross again... are we gonna have a gathering like that of today's again? these are questions i have no ans to... doubt anyone has... i'm just asking for fun...

well... that's it i guess... i'm gonna move on... still got loadshitz of stuffs to do...

but for now... i'm so tired my eyes are almost closed as i'm typing this line... still disappointed with myself for not coming up with a satisfactory blog skin... i so wanna have a all-abt-me section listing all my likes and dislikes... all my habits and lifestyles... cos i tink i don't really understand myself all the time... so penning them down can remind me of who i am in my eyes... haha... and yes, not forgetting a segment of newspaper articles... it'd be interesting to know... 3 to 5 years down the road... abt the kinda news that interest me... ha...

alright... i'm not lying... my eyes are really shut le... gd nitez blog...

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

work work work

last sat went to meet mw again. been quite sometime since i've last seen 'man jiang hong' (sea of red) on my work... but yeah.. he was still quite encouraging at some pts... lol... i'm surprised the meeting dragged for 2 hrs again... and his son is really adorable... haha...

sunday was work again... but it was fun! FHM World Cup Finals Event... yoohoo... so many cute guys arn... (yah, i mean, let's just forget abt the babes since it's FHM event, there's aplenty so i won't go into details... not that i'm interested. HA)... and i kept bio-ing this guy in light blue shirt... haha... cos he sat somewhere near the stage and i kept walking to the backstage to get stuffs so meanwhile bio him loh... and the heartening part was... even when i walked past him from behind, he turned to look in my direction everytime i walked past... HAHA... okay, maybe sth was sticking outta my hair or there was marker stains on my face... watever... HA... eye candies for me to see shuang... i satisfied le... and there were many other cute caucasians too!! *droolz*

oh and yes, besides the cute guys part... of cos... ITALY WON THE WORLD CUP... hurray hurray... buffon saved a nice shot-on-goal near the top post during the match. a pity he didn't save a single penalty kicks (including zidane's one at the 7th min)... but nvm... he's still damn zai... haha... cannavaro did a good job on defence... pirlo did a good job on the corners (one which was headed into the goal by materazzi)... and zidane ah... hai... okay, it's everywhere in the press... his signature headbutting... lol... but oh well, he still got the golden ball award... and a red card to go along too... happy retirement zidane... u played well... and headbutted well... haha... and yeah... the atmosphere at clarke quay was superb... firstly cos i was one of the staffs so i could sit within the boundary that separated the public from the fhm invited guests... and yes, me and bain both had seats and a nice view of the superbly big screen. best of all... there were many italy fans... prolly 65% at least i predict... cos when italy scored, the crowd cheered so much louder than when france scored... haha... and a mediacorp staff (one of the invitees) was very friendly... he knew me n bain were supporting italy so he came over to talk/joke to us a couple of times... haha, it was really a good place to watch... with lotsa beer (not that i drank), chips, cute hunks/babes, avid soccer fans... blah blah blah... 3 cheers to italy!!! hip hip hurray (x3)!!!

ok, then came monday... what a slack afternoon... went louwinn's place to play gin rummy and bridge... nice to slack... esp when the nite before everyone stayed up for soccer... then went home in the evening to continue on my work...

today (tues) leh... went nus... darnz... i left the house 1hr 25 mins earlier than my stipulated interview time... but ended up 15 mins late... imagine that... i took a total of 1hr 40 mins to reach bizad from my house!!! stupid 151... waited 30mins for it... then it chee-low-ly chee-low-ly drive... and i couldn't hop off to hail a cab either cos i only had $2 with me... how pathetic i was... gee... luckily the prof tot i was scheduled for a 15min later interview... so to him, i was still slightly early.. HAHA... but too bad he needed someone to help him out till end Oct... which obviously i can't since i'm going... MANCHESTER!!!!!!!!

yes... i think i should go find out a little more on EPLs... otherwise i go there abit swakoo...

oh btw... i saw this nice pair of soccer boots at Why-Pay-More... it's an umbro red-white field soccer boots... nice leh... only $39... still got 10% discount... means $35... but honestly... i doubt i would get it... since no one will play with me anyway... haiz...

alright... guess i should head for bed soon... been working on the slides for the whole afternoon/evening/nite... tired...

gd nitez to the world... oh wait... half the world (since the other half is experiencing the day)... bah... wo feng le... that's an indication i should sleep soon...

Thursday, July 06, 2006

No Juices

uh huh... no brain juices to be exact... i've been trying to come up with a new layout for my blog... but just can't seem to put the things together nicely... thought of including a newspaper archive... then i can do newspaper clippings of interesting stuffs... haha always wanted to do such a thing... using scissors, glue n scrapbk... but i know i will sure lose the bk... so tot... maybe i can do it online! haha...

anyway... there was a congregation of hunks last saturday! haha... i went to work for the Style Beach Party event... woohootz... hunks hunks babes babes... *salivate*... but it was damn tiring... the goodie bags are freaking heavy... pack like siao.. carry like siao...

hmm... i can't rmb much of wat else I did le... met up with joshua for the interview... not bad la... just that i abit sia sway only... i must have seemed like a joke to him... bah... then visited simei branch on wed... felt a little awkward too... talked to all the teachers arn... hmm... and they're quite honest... LOL...

went nus today... borrowed a bk fr the central lib... seems useful... but haven't read in depth... shall do tml... was supposed to play tabletennis with ron in kr... except... i was tooooo shag already... 2 nites of semis world cup... drained all energy from me... ha... decided to hitch a ride fr pa in the end... haha... but i do miss playing tabletennis... whee

ok... shall go watch show with jie jie now...


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