Chocolates Make Me Happy!

Monday, March 28, 2005
feeling fortunate again... i have yummy shao rou to eat... although this weekend nv work... but i hope i can survive on the income i earned last sunday... left $30 for this week... must SAVE... sounds like jc days... hahahaha $6/day.. more than enough right... hmmz...

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 12:42 PM

i suddenly felt very fortunate just now... as in... it was just a sudden thought that crossed my mind.... the weather was cool (or maybe cold) outside... i was in hall... bathing... and the water trickling down from the shower head was warm... just had this gush of emotions overwhelmed me... how fortunate i was... to bathe with warm water despite the cold weather outside... yeah... we should all start counting our blessings... makes ppl feel gd...

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 1:53 AM

Saturday, March 26, 2005
yes... today was a pretty interesting day... not to say... it's GOOD FRIDAY... but well, i went to the botanical gardens with my family and relatives... played frisbee... had a super duper mini picnic... talk kok... well... it was a great feeling lah... at least something outta the norm... and brian went too... missed him so much... hahaha but he is still as mischievous as ever... but it's just great to see him la... tml i've got a make-up lesson... i guess i'm not gg ba... and gotta have my proj mates hand in the proj assignment for me since i wun be arn... decided to spend more time with my family... or at least at home... or at the very least outta hall/nus... hahaha...

did i mention before? i only have 24 hours a day.... not 36 hours.... yup... so don't assume i'm a superwoman... although i've always liked to be one... or should i say, i've always found trouble for myself... and in other words... ZI ZHAO DE!!!

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 2:38 AM

Monday, March 21, 2005
hee, feeling very happy now... so glad that i have concerned friends around me... cos i was having cramps just now... so suddenly thought of putting the line "i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell" from matchbox twenty's song into my msn nickname... den in like less than 3 mins, lingxin msged to ask if i was alright or not... it's like, somehow this sem we talked much less to each other le... all bz with our work... but he still showed concern when i was unwell... some more he came to my rm to give me a choc and this preserved fruit thing... chatted for just a short while... but it was really nice of him... feeling so blessed that i have such great friends... *thumbz up*

well, and today's mno presentation went pretty smoothly... not too bad i guess... considered the amount of effort we put in... how last minute it was.... hahaha... really glad that it's over...

oh, yday was yq's and clement's bday!!! happy bday to both of u!!! so glad that they are my frens too!!! hahaha...

*blessed*

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 10:18 PM

Sunday, March 20, 2005
past few days... quite interesting... quite some stuffs happened...

starting from friday night... ha, met up with normy in town... had dinner at ps... den he brought me to budak pantai's concert at blue moo, ymca rooftop... i really must say.. it's WAY COOL... i enjoyed the concert alot... firstly is 'cos the atmosphere was really good. everyone seemed so light-hearted... the open air made it v cooling with occasional gusts of wind... the lights were dim except for spotlights that shone at the stage... there were many seats and a no. of tables... the place was so packed but there were enough seats for all... and last but not the very least.... budak pantai was very entertaining... they arranged some songs that were so funny... like the "All Rice"... "Chicken titanic"... etc etc... laughed a great deal... the tix costs $10... but that included 2 free drinks as well.. from this mini bar counter ( non-alcoholic la)... it was really truly undeniably... enjoyable!!! so glad that i went... hehehe

and yesterday leh... haiz... kinda pissed with the ifg tabletennis thing... came all the way back to nus from town on friday night cos the capt say if i dun come back, the team not enough player will be disqualified... and WELL DONE... i woke up at 8am in the morning just to go for the competition... which is supposed to start at 9am (and i'm the first singles by right)... and what happened? arts team didn't turn up... walkover... so next match was at 1pm... KNS... waste my frigging time... super duper pissed... couldn't think of a reason why my trip back to nus wasn't wasted... thought so hard so hard... den finally thought of sth... hahahaha, cos i left my 2 shirts outside my windows to dry... i then take it in... heng nv leave it there over the wkend... ha... that's the only thing i could think of... then me n charlie tried to look for yq's present but to no avail... ha... den i finally reached home at about 2... ma's invited quite a lot of her colleagues over... and she cooked a great deal of food too! yummy yum yum!!!

and today leh... went to work again... at compass pt this time.. so interesting... cos it was a contest for the quickest baby that could finish a race in a walker provided... haha... and my main task was to time the baby and make sure the parents dun cheat.... hahaha... so cute... all the babies!!! but then ah... during the registration period, the crowd got rather rowdy... there was overwhelming response... i just couldn't believe my eyes... initially it was open to only 50 babies to compete... den parents queuing behind the 50th selected baby all started complaining and scolded and swore... piang... had to appease them which wasn't very easy... den finally mag decided to open it up to the 100th baby... yeah... BOO otherwise i could have knocked off even earlier (5pm today)... some ah... really VERY RUDE... bueh tahan... the parents liddat... dunno what will become of the kids... hahahaha ok la... that aside... got my $$.. so happy... allowance for the week...

yipee!!!

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 8:29 PM

Friday, March 18, 2005
recently, i kept having dreams related to moving of house/rm/hostel/watever... and it wasn't all pleasurable... i don't know what my unconscious mind might be trying to tell me... haiz... maybe it's things back home that are worrying me?

haiz, got a project presentation this coming monday... and my project mates are like... so unenthusiastic about it... that's not a problem if things are already done... just that... basically... all we have is an empty shell of powerpoint slides... unanswered interview scripts... unresponsive members... etc... haiz... it's afterall my core module... even if they gonna S/U it... pls spare a thought for me... i don't care how they do for their exams... but at least, please be considerate and play a part in this project... hmph!!!

feel like sinking into reclusion again... there are many things i ought to do but have not been doing... or am i giving myself too much pressure? ==> is that an excuse? booooo... i don't know... when i can't get my priorities right... i just feel like disappearing to find a solution and come back to reality with everything sort out... if only it can be done... haiz...

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 11:26 AM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005
just came back from tabletennis supper... hahaha turn out was not too bad... lotsa laughters too... i made a distasteful spaghetti... damn-sweet-bread pudding... and fruitless konnyaku jelly... muahaha... rushed it out in an hour myself... how good can it be... lol... but it's quite heartening to see everyone still can joke around with each other... laughed quite a great deal...

haiz... but when i came back.. saw the msn msges regarding bazaar helpers... just simply dampened my mood again.... freak la... DO NOT BLAME ME FOR YOUR INEFFICIENCY!!! what u did not do... what u did wrong... pls DO NOT ask me to account for it... DON'T push your problem to me to solve for you... bazaar has been over for nearly 2 months already... and yet you still wan to trouble me... i'm freaking pissed that's all i can say... HMPH

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 12:18 AM

Thursday, March 10, 2005
i'm a mean machine in the making... yes... i am a mean girl... i cannot deny... haiz... there goes my new year resolution of being a nice girl again ( think it's the 4th year i've failed it again)...

anyway, gosh.. TRAUMATIZING experience... not that exaggerating la actually... just found out that you really really really cannot judge a person by the overall appearance... it's like wolf under sheep's skin... looks so decent and harmless... u never know what he's thinking up there... gosh...

got IT test later... dunno if i'll do well or not... didn't really study much for it... not to say the least, it's an open book test... just that... u nv know when u will be able to perform well on the spot... yupz... gambatte to me myself and i... yay... oh and to wei ern too... he seems so qiao cui recently.. hahaha over-mugged le... poor chap...

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 11:19 AM

Tuesday, March 08, 2005
hmm, first of all... well... what has been quite a highlight these couple of days basically is that i got another event job at swissótel... distributed balloons to kids at the ctc travel carnival. honestly it was a boring job... not really many kids around... but luckily company wasn't too bad... made a new friend who's fr ntu... and he was quite crap la so managed to pass the time eventually... the best part was... haaaa, $100 cash was paid at the end of the day... not to mention daniel has yet transferred the $250 i deserved last wk into my savings account. that's like $350 in 2 wkends... ha... tiring but i like it... this sunday i heard there'll be a carnival at wild wild wet... i hope daniel will get me down to do it... haaa... would be less boring if i can pple-watch there... muahaha...

hmm, and just now... had a really interesting debate with charlie on certain theories... life and death theories... religious theories... quite funny la... especially all the analogies we used... hahaha... talked and talked until we didn't end up doing our work although that was our main purpose of going down to the dining hall (and to eat supper of cos)...

oh, did i mention i took a liking for the panasonic phone x400? haaaa... some more it's got the red cover one... haaa... i'm so gian... and i like the fila gym bag that i chose for elaine's present too... gee, must control my spending although i am starting to earn $$... cannot so fast spend finish!!! *lalala*

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 4:44 AM

Wednesday, March 02, 2005
i finally finished my freaking progamming assignment... haa... although damn tedious and time-consuming, but i cannot deny the fact that i quite like programming... it's like building your own machine, making it work... and the sense of satisfaction is there when u noe it can finally work... yeah... i treasure sense of satisfactions alot! haha...

there're 3 freaking pimples on my face... so sad... *boohoohoo*... dun usually get so many at a go... must be the make up i used during work...

oh yah, talking about work... hahaha quite interesting la... took up the adhoc job of event helper at the launch of mediacorp publishing's StyleWeddings.sg... Was supposedly a website consultant... teach the public how to use the website... how to register... blah and blah... and the first day of work (on fri... last day is sunday)... it was the press launch... so saw many mediacorp artistes, reporters, etc... hmm... how to say leh, i'm "unblissfully submerged in bliss"? din know that the wedding industry in singapore is quite huge... so many ppl are getting married!!! yes... i can sure sense their bliss... so loving... haha... but i'm fine la... really... came to a conclusion with myself... although everytime i always say v sad, no bf.. hahaha... i don't actually mean it... kinda still like being single... feel the freedom of living... haha... no constraints... no reportings... no worryings... no wallet-emptying... hahaha...

wallet-emptying, yes yes, even though no bf... no need to buy gifts etc for bf.... somehow, my wallet is still quite drained!!! that's partly why i took up the job over the last wkend... no $$!!! *sobs*... and i even sent my resume to patrick to help me get a part time job in NUS... haven't gotten any response yet... haiz...

oh, and i'm down for kr dnd... martin included me into his table... tog with mainly the 6th and 7th floor peeps... dunno what theme they want... suggested "polka dotties"... hahaha but strongly rejected by martini chong! boo... haiz... but that means negative $50 again... so sad... though i thought i should go cos i really phantomise fr hall for quite a while... saw shaopeng last night outside recre lounge... hahahaha realised i damn long nv see him le... hmm, i oso dunno y leh... maybe too bz with sch stuffs then start to phantomise in hall...

well... whatever...

... did i mention i love kinder bueno??

yes... i do love kinder buenos... and ferrero rochers too... *YUMMY*

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 1:46 AM


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