Chocolates Make Me Happy!

Saturday, January 29, 2005

went out with bain and jiahui yday... went to watch funka... each group performed well... their dance themes were creative... their moves were superb... well, Pirated did not bad a job... and they had very many supporters!! hahaha... ok, i was one of them... LOL... and the crowd was really.... humongous... during the 15mins break, we went up to coffee club and requested for window seats so we could continue watching the 2nd half from up there, in the comfort of a restaurant (instead of squeezing with the rest downstairs). oh, then bain met her friend junxiang together with his friends. and i think the world is really a small place... one of his friends (i can't remember the name) said he knew me... and i was like "huh, er, i dun remember seeing u before"... lol.... i tink i made him quite paiseh... then it turned out he is actually austen's friend who was also there at austen's birthday party. and another friend of junxiang's asked if i knew who jianwen was.... i mean.. OF COZ MAN... he's my dear bizad bazaar vice... and jianwen happened to be his good friend... geez.... and junxiang and his friend both went to bizad jam and hop last year... and actually remembered the dance i was in... HAHAHA... so paiseh... what a small world it is!!!

anyway, regarding the bazaar, some logistics problem cropped up yesterday. and i had to asked abt it den they tell me the problem... i oso dunno how... guess tmr (sunday) i will have to go back school in the evening maybe... and tonight, there's supposed to be hall production and i was contemplating whether to go or not. but when i suggested to bain i might be gg for the hall pdtion, she looked me in the eyes and said "no hongyi, u must be present at the dinner (tonight)"... hahaha... oh well... nvm!!! anyway later gg shopping with bain before the class dinner... hope can buy some new year clothes (and shoess!!!)... ha, and i shall leave yq and lalal alone to paktoh at the hall pdtion... muahahaha... *evil me*... was talking to dan just now.. he's one of the main leads in the pdtion, felt so apologetic that i couldn't make it... haiz... hope it's gonna be a wonderful night for them... put up a great performance guys!!! seen them rehearse all night (usually until 3am earliest) for every night!! i'm sure their efforts would be paid off!! yeah...

*hungry*... speak no more...

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Thursday, January 27, 2005

i don't know exactly what to say... just that... there's too many things on my mind... so many... i'm losing track of my life again... crisis again... i'm losing myself honestly... i'm not who i am supposed to be le...

bazaar... schoolwork... friends... goals... ambitions... i'm going insane... i wanna disappear.... i wanna disappear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe my theory on reincarnation is so true....

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Monday, January 24, 2005

last night... i tot... was quite saddening... my 2 gd frens kinda confronted me (although they claimed to be just concerned abt me)... oh well... if only they were put in my position, they prolly would feel the same... wasn't sth nice... i found myself having to justify everything and explaining my actions... and at the end of it... i thought... why was i doing so?? wasn't trusted enough? maybe... but any-oh-way... some misunderstandings were cleared just now... though i still feel abit unsure... but nvm, forget it... don't feel like dwelling on it anymore... i even had a dream last night about it can... haiz...

this wk is the first week tutorials commences... entered into my MNO class not knowing anyone... thankfully i got myself into a project grp consisting of not too bad ppl... one is a 3rd year law student who speaks pretty well... ha, gonna count on him man... the other 2 guys (yes, dun ask me why 3 guys 1 girl... i sat there first k!! then they came along)... alright i guess... don't seem too nerdy... but none of them are year 1s... i feel soooooo small!!! geez... den went for boring stats lect... and headed for MA tut... which surprisingly... i found that it consisted of 3 main cliques of bizaders yr 1s most of whom are my friends... finding a group was no problem... hahaha, just that if i were those peeps not in either of the cliques.. i would feel kinda left out cos almost everyone else knows everyone else! hahaha...

i wonder how my macro tut will be like tmr... hmm... did my it1801 tut just now..... quite interesting i shall say... i hope the interest hangs in there!! lol... shall go for my enterprise duty soon... boringgggg

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Sunday, January 23, 2005

yayyyyyy... i just made myself a yellow skirt... with pleats... and it's a little furry furry... stupid jie say look like carpet... but that was when it was still a big piece of cloth.. and after i finished making it, jie said it looked very "britney spears"... hahaha... what a description... but i kinda like it... just that i dunno i will wear to sch or not... or maybe to go out gai gai... yayyyy

hmm.. yeah, spent my sunday doing this... enjoyable la... i like to reap the fruits of my labour... i like the feeling of satisfaction... the sense of achievement after i've completed something i put lotsa efforts into... yeah...

yday was bain's bday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GIRL!!! LOVE U SO MUCH BABE!!! hope u had a wonderful birthday!!! haaaaa.... and she went pak toh pak toh yday... and shihui was bz... the other 2... uncontactable... lol... so in de end nv meet bian bian... but nvm... we'll be having a combined bday celebration for bianbian n me nx weekend... yay!!! hope it'll be great.. actually... it WILL be great cos i love to meet up with them...

hmm, yupz, so i spent my day out in town with jie... did some littttttttle shopping... ok.. actually the bulk of my money spent was on food... satisfied? i always spend alot on food.. damn.. hongyi.. cut down cut down.. no more ihg trainings le!! hahaha...

oh and i talked to shengfeng last night on msn... just remembered he's in TH tabletennis team and was at the tabletennis prelims on friday... but i only remembered after i left the place... oh, and i forgot how the cute guy looks like le... hahahaha, thanx to my oh-so-lousy-memory... i just can't remember faces well... but i only recall he's cute... no doubt.. LOL... fa hua chi again... that's what normy said of me... boo him!! haaaaaa my avenue to vent my hua-chi-ness...

LALALALALA

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Friday, January 21, 2005

finally my ihg career is over... been tiring and tedious yet fun training during the holidays and first few weeks of school... oh well, it ended not on the best note today... we lost to sheares and eusoff in tabletennis... and honestly, i felt i didn't play too badly today... my opponents are really good... and yah.. hahaha angeline was a bit suay... she planned the line up hoping that i could avoid their best players... but guess what, i was matched with the best players fr each hall... hahaha... alright... not too bad... at least i felt good playing...

ok... great... finally i can take a break.. but this would mean i would stop exercising for a while... haiz... hahaha... ok... i cannot so slack...

ohhh... haaaaaaaaa.... i bio-ed someone today... lol... he's quite cute la... but oh well... just an eye candy for the day... LOL... ok.. stop daydreaming girl... wakey wakey...

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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

zao shui zao qi... SHENG TI HAO...

yes, i slept at friggin 12.30am this morn... and woke up at 7.45am... hahaha... wonderful... feeling great and refreshed now... maybe i should do this more often... and guess what made me sleep so early??? my macroecons txt... hahahaha was reading barely 3-4 pages of it... cannot tahan already den fell asleep... lol... reading always makes me slp... no matter how interesting the book is... really...

later in the evening will be the IHG opening... will be competing in 4x100m race... was hoping i could remain as the 1st leg... but that would depend on ruiyi... will see how things go ba... hope she's feeling better... dowanna trouble her oso.. haiz... well... kr will emerge champions once again!!

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Sunday, January 16, 2005

i'm burnt... and i'm bruised... but i'm HAPPY... hahahaha ok... not say superbly elated... just feel glad that the kr girls soccer team played well today at the soccer carnival... although sadly we came in 4th overall... but i believed we played well enough to show others that we stand at least a 2nd-3rd place in terms of strength and skills (just that due to some pts system, we lost the 3rd place)... we gave temasek and eusoff halls a difficult time, showing them that we're no easy victims... we were worthy opponents... considering the fact that we only have one ivp player while EH and TH had many more... and overall, i let in 2 goals in 5 games... one to th and eh each... well... the one against eusoff, i shall just say that their goal was a beautiful top right corner... i applaud their skills, i respect that goal, one in which i won't feel frustrated not saving... however, the goal that temasek scored, i have some objections... i am frustrated, not totally at myself of not saving (ok, it was partly my fault)... but it was more like it ain't supposed to be a goal!!! it was clearly a throw in right into the goal (which isn't supposed to be counted) but there was this temasek girl obviously standing INSIDE the goal line who gave it an extra kick when the ball was already in the goal... that is, it wasn't supposed to be a goal at all!!! but the damn referee said the temasek girl had tipped it in from just outside the line... pls la... the referee was standing like at the mid-field line loh... and on my side, it was clearly she was inside the goal line le... DAMN.. wasted... otherwise, we would have won Temasek (instead of drawing them 1-1)... and win an overall 3rd... but well, nvm.... i'm just contented to know we're good... HAHAHAHA...

I guess that's the end of my soccer life... highly unlikely i'd stay in hall for year 2 sem 2... but i had a great time... really... now, left track and tabletennis... i feel so shagged, so burnt out... and literally burnt.... sun burnt.... and i need some time... for myself... too shagged with many things le... haven't even been home for this weekend... alright... shall complain no more... rest rest rest, that's all i need now... and sch will start again tmr... hahaha... back to the sad vicious cycle... back to reality, girl!

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Friday, January 14, 2005

1 soccer ball... 1 soccer field... 2 goal posts... 7 players a side...
haiz... still feel quite stress being a goalkeeper.. and getting more stress as sunday draws near... of cos i do not wish to concede any goals... but... it's always easier said than done... and my goal kicks aren't v polished up yet... no time left... damn... it's friday already...

i wonder how life will be like after ihg.... trainings have been taking up so much of my time... maybe after ihgs... in comes projects and assignments... hahaha... i am how not looking forward to it!!!

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Thursday, January 13, 2005

feeling ill... having a runny nose now... haiz... and i tink.... my knees cannot take it le.. i didn't train, didn't run for a long time le... (ok, tabletennis training yday ain't really tough at all so i don't exactly consider myself worked out)... but today, my knees constantly gave me problems... i couldn't walk down stairs properly... during lecture, i tried to bend me knees and straightening it... and it was pain loh... it's like... gonna be chronic le!! gosh... and guess what, my left foot is still not fully recovered... mavis' shin (which i accidentally kicked) is already no probs wks ago... sth must be wrong with my foot... did i twist a nerve or what... how come so long liao cannot tip toe without feeling pain...

haiz... today quite shagged... lessons from 12-6pm! skipped dinner to slp... haiz.. gtg for enterprise meeting soon...

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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

he didn't turn up for the meeting, i called 3 times... no answer... and i heard from soph else that he talked to her on the phone just now... so why din he reply my calls? i am quite pissed... had to wake up early for this damn meeting on my only free day... and he made me, boss n jack wait for him for 2 full hours!!! and i'm not that piss cos at least i stay in hall, but boss and jack stays freaking far and to reach nus at 10am sharp, they woke up freaking early too. where's that sense of responsibility?? i even wrote the agenda for the meeting but because he didn't turn up, everything proved to be futile... DAMMIT...

can't trust anyone no more...

*hongyi cool down pls...*

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haiz, first day of sch... is a bad day... the bazaar stuffs has kinda reached it's peak of disaster... now things are starting to settle down i tink... hopefully it'll be smooth-flowing from here onwards... well.. nothing much to say.. just that... management of ppl, and working in teams.. is really a challenge...

oh, did i mention, i had an unpleasant dream last night... told bain abt it... haiz, bad interpretations.. haiz...

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Monday, January 10, 2005

i have school in approximately 2 hrs' time... enough of whining from yday... i need to start afresh...

had a disturbing dream last night... in fact, it was really a bad dream... too many thoughts are running through my mind during the day, and that had resulted in a related nightmare... I can't continue to let things be this way... i need to suppress them... or else it's really gonna affect my whole semester... boo...

i need to calm down... i need to put first things first... hongyi.. u can do it!!!

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Sunday, January 09, 2005

things are getting outta hand... and i don't like it...

and bazaar side... i heard nth from them yet... which makes things worse for me.. i really do not wish to have an emergency takeover committee (according to mak kaweng's last resort)...

anyway, on friday night, went out with bain to chinatown for dinner... walked arn.. den she came to KR to stayover at my rm for the night... nxt morning met up with wein to go watch funkamania... oh man, the girls are all damn babelicious... yummy yummy!!! really can drool at them... and they danced very well!!! oh, kr sent 2 teams in... they both did a good job too... i heard fr manting that her pirates grp got into finals, dunno abt the other grp (the black widows)... after watching, wein n bain came to my rm again.. slacked and talked kok awhile before setting off to suntec... hahaha so funny, yday wein claimed to be bain's "handsome bf"... hahaha so they were steady for ONE DAY (as according to their "contract")... then met up with yvonne shihui guobin nicky and zijun at suntec for zijun's belated bday dinner (at kenny's)... talked kok over dinner as usual... laughed quite a lot cos of many funny recollections... especially the earlier days of 02s45... and to think of it... 02s45 guys were the meanest ppl ever... they made fun at people openly.. gosh... i can still remember many of the mean things they did... there should be a show called "Mean Guys"... featuring them... hahahaha...

oh well, back to the present... i'm in a shitty situation... hope to get over it soon... i wan a peaceful and calm 2005... nth more... nth more...

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Saturday, January 08, 2005

LI HONGYI!!! Look what u have done.. now you're in deep shit... *sighz*

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Thursday, January 06, 2005

It's a brand new day... eee yaay eee yayyy heyyyy... lalala.... i woke up pretty late today... opened my eyes at 9+ at first... decided i wanted to slp more... so continue slping till 11.30am! i m becoming as piggy as ever!!! my rm is in a big big big big big mess... maybe i'll spend 2hrs cleaning it up later... alright.. no procrastination... i'll clean it up NOW... hahaha...

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 1:04 PM

ARGHHHHHH!!!! so stressed out... *sobs*... and so shagged too!!!!

stressed out cos of the bizad bazaar... i'm so pressed for the updates... which i requested but nv got a solid reply... and everybody is stressing everyone else out cos the date is drawing near!!!

and i'm so shagged cos of the soccer friendly with raffles hall today... not that i was tired during the game... instead i felt tired during the warm up before the game, and the training after the game... moreover, still rushed from NACLI back to src to train for track... just that sadly, my left foot still hurts a damn lot when i exert pressure on it... so din managed to sprint at all... haiz... HAIZ... HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ!!! and i got so damn muddy after the game... bleah... spent like half an hour washing my gloves and knee guards just now... hahaha but nonetheless, we won RH 2-0!! hahaha... though i din really see how the ball went it la... like tipped in during a clumpy confusion... hahaha...

oh... i attempted to make a super big dreamcatcher just now, but din succeed... sad... everything was tangled up... and it really is tedious... haiz... i'm lousy... boo hoo hoo...

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Monday, January 03, 2005

I had a happy outlook for 2005...

but somehow lotsa news just sadden me much... the tsunami disaster of cos... haiz, it's a wound difficult to heal and impossible to forget... and... much has happened to my family (thankfully not my direct family members but my relatives instead)... lotsa shid... lotsa them... at the xmas eve dinner, u could see some people missing, and i know why... or at least ma and jie told me why... it's so saddening really...

maybe i should just wish for a peaceful 2005... i'm glad the way things are... and have been... though sometimes i do feel lonely... but i guess, i have to bear with it... maybe i watched too much "Date with Vampire 3"... but it taught me sth oh-so-true... "from loneliness sprung love, from love sprung hate"... if i bear with loneliness, love won't come... and hatred won't come either... peaceful ba... yupz... a peaceful 2005!! my heart is weak, cannot take too much ups and downs... LOL...

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Saturday, January 01, 2005

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! 2004 is finally over!!! hmm... maybe i should sum up what actually happened to me in 2004...

Jan: dun rmb much except.. my bday? hahaha... i remember gg to song's place... and with Pa to bangkok
Feb: I spent vday with janice yikai norman and jianxin... watched Gothica i recall.. hahaha
Mar: I couldn't stand working at HSBC any longer, so i left... took a whole mth break...
Apr: got a job at RHB... and took up dance lessons at studio wu with Bain too! oh, and i started learning how to drive...
May: went to Hongkong with bain jiahui and yvonne on 22nd May... 4d3n trip which i would say was SPLENDID... shopped and ate like mad...
June: Quit my RHB job, went on a short break... den went for bizad camp. it was fun, got to know many friends
July: Sports Camp and KR Camp, both of which were enjoyable too and made many friends too...
August: Sports Bash... before that were lotsa preparation for it... First time i bidded for my modules and first time i started real schooling in NUS
September: Sports Ball on the 10th Sept... Was absolutely fun and exciting... wore victorian dress... hehehe...
October: I don't remember much, just studying? hahaha
November: oh i remember much... but it's JUST STUDYING... hahahahahahahaha
December: lotsa IHG trainings, got my disappointing results, cooked lotsa stuffs in hall including noodles, macaroni, beehoon, etc...

Yeah... that sums up very much everything for 2004...

And to welcome 2005... hahahaha...
i only have a few simple wishes....

1. Peace on Earth... no more disasters, no more outbreaks of diseases please, and stable economy
2. My family would be happy, come what may... and healthy too!
3. My friends would be happy, and whoever that didn't used to like me would either stop disliking me, or even better, be my friends!
4. I don't want a lonely 2005... If i got no bf, fine, i leave that to fate, but i'd like many friends to keep me company so i won't feel lonely all the time...
5. All bad people on earth change for the better... for good... hehehe

that's it la.. not much... not a greedy person... and as for new year resolution... it's still the same ole one i started 3 years ago...

1. To be less mean this year (2005)

oh well... i already predicted by 2012... i'd be a angelic person if i continue to have such resolutions and stick to them every year...

HAHAHA...

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