Chocolates Make Me Happy!

Thursday, September 23, 2004

dear bloggie... cute kelvin just complained i blog too little... so here i am.. HAHAHAHAHAHA (stupid kelvin... arghz)

yah... today ain't a good day at all lah... actually it started at like 3am... i finally ate the mooncake that my angel gave me... but... bleah... it's those with nuts and sesame and funny rubbish inside one... i expected lotus paste fillings and if my luck was gd, an egg yolk or two... the packaging was nice though, the box is lovely (which i've kept)... but really had a difficult time downing de mooncake... bleah... and while i was doing so, the note "jie said you ba ba le" is staring at me from my bulletin board!!! damn... i oso feel a bit ba ba-er... *boohoohoo*...

ok... den after i woke up... almost 11am le... i suggested cooking lunch for me, charlie n yq and they all agreed... i cooked spaghetti, sausages and mushroom soup plus yogurt to top off as dessert... but last min yq dua us and said he not coming cos he go pei angela for lunch... told him to get angela here oso (cos portion was sufficiently alot) but i think she paiseh la... bleah... in the end had to last min get wei ern here to finish up de food.

i haven't even got to enjoy my lunch properly and had to rush off for the biz venture meeting that david initiated... the meeting in my opinion was a disaster... many conflicting opinions from prof lau, prof trevor and david&co... everything was in a mess, the more they said the worse it got... to top it off, steve had to add in so many comments which i deemed unimpt. yah, and it dragged from 1pm all the way till 3.30pm...

and shortly after i returned to my room, my c blk senior asked me go pei him for lunch at fs... he was feeling kinda down that's why i decided to go accompany him... tried to cheer him up la... haiz.. r/s stuffs... maybe i'm lucky in a way that i'm not involved...

had dinner with jelena at ginza, that was prolly the most heartening thing i did today... haha... bought apples (for my anti-ba-ba program) and mooncakes for my angels&mortals...

haiz, but another saddening thing just happened oso... charlie commented that i'm those kind of ppl that only befriend good-looking ppl! haiz, u can say i'm stupid, i'm slow, i'm fat, i'm crappy or whatever not... just cannot comment negatively on my principles... it's a sensitive issue... moreover said by a friend leh.. not say someone who's merely a hi-bye person or an outsider... *disappointing*...

yah... ok to top it off... i haven't completed a single chapter of either IT1003 or MKT1003... i have 9 chapts to go for IT1003 test on monday and 5 chapts to go for MKT1003 test on thurs!!! damn... and i haven't done my legal tut... shit... *shitty day*

Saturday, September 18, 2004

just had block supper.. things are still pretty fine except studies... lol...

Friday, September 10, 2004

hmm... my msn nickname... "SnOwDoVe... fLiP... fLoPpEd eVeRyThInG :'("

yah quite true in a way... first thing first... well, i guess i'm quite flopped in my studies... i simply don't understand many new concepts taught... FA, MKT, ECONS... maybe only legal i can still catch up a little... i'm having so much problems doing my tuts... that sometimes i just give up doing! but watta do, i'm still so behind time... deadlines... mid-term tests... presentations... projects... can't get them outta my head... and it really didn't help that the previous grps who presented their stuffs did a great job.. ha!

secondly... would be kr dance aud... it's a pity... but quite expected though, that i wouldn't pass the aud 'cos i simply have no dance background and no natural dancing groove... ha... well, too bad... now i'm not in any of their cultural grps... just came to my consensus that i'm really not quite talented... sometimes, it's a little sad to be jack of all trades and master of none... 'cos whichever field i go into, there are ppl excelling in that area whom may just look down upon me... and who cares whether i can do a little of each? hahaha... too bad for me then...

thirdly... i guess would be tonight's Sports Ball... i shouldn't decide so fast that it's a flop for me though... but well, it's a challenge... today will be a long day... how am i gonna last through it? i certainly hope i'll have lotsa fun... but will that really be the case? haiz...

Lastly... ok, simply put... i think i have flopped inter-personal skills... or am i demanding just too much? I just find that I'm a little left out... not very gam with my blkmates (gam as in can pour my heart out to them and do funny stuffs together)... and I realised i'm also abit left out from my bizad og and sports camp og... whatever hell happened? i don't know... maybe i'm just not putting in enough effort... i'm sinking into seclusion soon... i should just put the sign on my door saying "Keep Out! Phantom Property"... haha... and that being said... i guess there's a high chance of my not staying in kr next yr... I'm not quite involved in much of their activities really... haiz...

ok... really must end here... like i said, a long day today... must go pack my stuffs le... *boohoohoo*... flip-flopped dovey!


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