Chocolates Make Me Happy!

Thursday, April 29, 2004

momentarily speechless for words. read his 2 offline icq msges... maybe he purposely wrote those to hurt me again... maybe not oso... dunno la... dun care le... even if i did care, so what? does it still matter? i guess not. to me, the "him" i really liked has disappeared, and yet to others, i'm someone who gave up on him (the now "him") first... maybe i've also become one that's different from the gal he first liked. but ppl do change and we've just somehow gotta acccept that fact. but when i do say accept that fact, i mean, understanding that people do change... but whether or not we accept the changed person, is another thing le.

zZzZzZz... i'm falling aslp while writing my blog... too tired le... still got work tml... shall cont some other time...

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Tuesday, April 27, 2004

*breathe in* *breathe out*... yeah baby, i just went for a late night jog... i loved it... not the jogging, but the late night.. HAHAHA... duh, juz crapping.. jogging was fine la... it's such a funny thing, i detested jogging to the core in the past. only sprinting and jumping gave me the energy!but i actually initiated to go jog and got jie along too! haha so cool, den she can slim down if we continue to do exercises together... then she can find a bf... den i can have a real bro-in-law! wah... hahaha... oh and i did 90 crunches too... my tummy ah, getting flabbier and i losing sight of my abs le... muz train to get it back! lol... yah, and maybe cos i laugh less recently compared to the past... so abs are disappearing... no gd... hmmz....

well.. today, alright i guess... at least i dozed off a little less than yday... had tons of work to do from 3pm onwards... even OT until 7pm... hmm, today after work is just about going home. in a way it's good, cos i'm always so packed with stuffs and outings and lessons that i don't usually head straight home after work. but in the other way, well, there's just this tinge of loneliness... haha, and i'm dangerous on my own... in the sense that my mind runs very wild... wild as in... i start thinking about many stuffs, frens and family... etc and etc... about my life... hmm... and unless sth real gd happened earlier in the day, hahaha usually the thoughts are neutral or a little negative... i do admit i got inferiority complex... but eventually come to terms with it... i just have to continue building a good inner beauty and it will eventually show, i believe in that! yah... =)

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Monday, April 26, 2004

my emotions today were fluctuating tremendously... well "today" will date back to exactly 12am early this morning... hmm, it started out when i msged ky online to have a simple friendly chat and somehow or another, the conversation slowly brought us nearer to hell. His straightforwardness in insulting me was way hurting... spiteful words, degrading me all the way... my emotions really skyrocketed down to hit rock bottom... but the sadder part is, there is just this tint of truth towards what he said, that's why i was not only angry, but sad... in fact, quite sad until, almost... i mean.. almost dropped a tear... but i controlled as usual... msged bain abt it and she came online to ease my sadness... den we talked and talked... felt a little better... but, ha, i was DAMN HUNGRY at that moment can... my stomach growl and growl non-stop one... cos didn't eat dinner due to late lunch mah. but luckily, got peanut to pei me for supper. went to geylang and makan. i ordered prawn noodles due to temptation. somehow, after so long of not being able to eat, i just had this temptation to order it. moreover, the past couple of times didn't cause any allergy reactions.... LITTLE DID I KNOW... my lips started swelling again... but heng only very very mild case, otherwise later got big swollen lips so paiseh.. haha... and geez, i am a pig, a big pig!! erm, but he no better oso... cos after our main course, we went to eat you tiao with soyabean milk! haha, i love food, i love good food!!! eating somehow made me feel better, emotionally and stomach-wise. some more got his crappy company, and the fact that he doesn't know ky and hence can't comment on anything, made me feel more lighthearted.

erm, then i slept at 3+am and woke up at 6+am for work... *yawnz* despite the wonderful supper, i suffered the aftermath at work!!! whole morning i was like nodding to my comp and efficiency rate was -100.... hahahaha... not only did i do very damn slowly, still missed out some things carelessly and had to change them upon checking again. was so sleepy that i typed words that didn't make sense! lunched with joyce again. my conclusion: i am a damn slow eater.. haha, but i like to savour food mah!! bleahz... after the filling lunch, even worse... hahahaha I ALMOST fell off the chair cos i accidentally dozed off and swayed sideways. heng my reflexes fast enough n managed to gain back my balance... hahaha that near accident gave me a startle which kept me awake for some time. had to keep eating menthos and going to the washrm to wash my face... msged bain alot to keep myself awake too!!! work as usual, is boring... and i felt very sad and disheartened when at work... all alone, not much work at hand... me myself and my wandering mind... thought alot about friends, about r/s, abt everything... and my conclusion, i suck.. haiz... it nv does work out, doesn't it? frens are hard to keep and i'm already trying my very best now... and r/s? maybe put that on hold first. i keep falling prey into temptations. jon and ky are perfect examples, i knew they were nv mr right, yet i still wanted try to find out if they really are. erm, how to say leh, i tink normy was the only one i truly truly liked... as in, even until now!!! of cos i don't mean that kinda "like" and then must be together kind... nono... i dun wish to be with him, hahaha just liking him and wishing he would have happiness! it's such a pure feeling y'know, such a pure nice innocent feeling... definitely not like ky's one... he seems to bear a grudge against me, and sad to say, i dun have such pure nice feelings for him... for jon, yah, i do have that bit of pure nice feelings wishing him happiness too... but maybe we so seldom meet up or talk that it's not very very strong le...

hmm, shall not continue on abt them... touch abit on AFTER work... DRIVING LESSONS! hahaha, first lesson n i drove on the road. was so SCARED can... but relaxed after a while. the instructor said i got good control and good driving sense... cos got once the traffic light suddenly change den i managed to brake in time and responded perfectly well (according to him)... hahaha some more he said i got potential to pass on first attempt! great! i was soooo excited... that's when my sadness really vanished into thin air!! all the excitement and anticipation in the car, plus his praises, WAH, my emotions soared sky high! was so happy even after i got off the car dat i was smiling to myself non-stop. was so paiseh cos i tink this guy opp the road saw me acting like a fanatic! i even waited for the bus along the wrong side of the road.. PAISEH.. hahaha yah, and now i'm home, still filled with lotsa happiness and excitement. erm... well.. waddaheck.. SINGLES RULEZ... primetime of my life man!

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 10:27 PM

Sunday, April 25, 2004

erm update on my bank job: i carried 16 boxes of files and archived them out of the storeroom le... hahaha, and my officer gave me some damn cheem stuffs to complete and told me the long way to go abt it until i realised i could have just gotten the soft copy and do it at a speed 5 times faster! heng i still managed to finish the work by 1pm and left it on the cubicle wall (cos she was bz talking to another officer) before she tells me anything abt OT-ing! hahaha... i always do that during weekdays too... sometimes it's really not my fault. i have got dance/driving/tuition lessons after work... my schedule is tight and i can't afford to OT all the time...

anyway, yday was GREAT... just perfectly GREAT... here's how it went...

after work i went to take passport foto but i look quite different! hahaha one eye bigger than the other.... eeeks... and jie say i look like a fake manequin.. ARGHZ... anyway...yah back to the highlights... i met up with bain at arn 4... walk a little teeny bit only den decided to settle down at coffee club xpress at wisma. hmm, we ordered a mocha freeze and a walnut brownie... not bad la... den alexis mike and yr came to join us. we sat there and talked for a while before moving off to find a place to dine... hmm, in the end had dinner at taka breekz restaurant.. i wasn't hungry after the brownie and mocha freeze but still ordered a chicken patty melt main course cos it sounded good. wasn't too bad la... and surprisingly, i finished the whole plate cleanly to the last bit and alexis was shocked cos he thought i said i wasn't hungry. hmm, is just unconsciously eat and talk and eat and talk until, eh, no more le! haha... den we wanted to go walk walk but kinda late so decided to sit down at somewhere for more chats/gossips...in the end leh... hahaha coffee club again... but the one outside taka kino... wahz, damn damn damn shiok can... yr ordered mud pie... alexis ordered mocha chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream, bain ordered triple chocolate brownie with ice cream and mike ordered ice mocha vanilla... hahaha i tried a bit of all and conclusion, i LOVE the triple chocolate brownie... wooooootz... so chewy and sticky and thick with choc!!! yummy yum yum... and after some recollections at night... oh geez, i was on a high-calorie eating spree yday! hahahaha... but... duh, I LIKE... cannot meh... but it's indeed costly to upkeep such a hobby... *haiz*... work again tml... and wed is tuition day, i'm dragging it every week now... it's like AVOID wed.... SOBZ SOBZ SOBZ....

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Tuesday, April 20, 2004

yay, just came home. quite tired and my eyes are dry. I finally went for the dance lesson! hahaha.. hip hop! was quite fun lah.. but 1hr, too short le! work today was ok lah, didn't stone as much as on the first day, but my fave hideout is still the storeroom la! oh, today i was made to pack and carry 12 boxes of super heavy files from the storeroom. and last min before i rush to meet bain, i cut my finger with the sharp edges of the box! damnz... v pain when i wash my hands... but nvm, i'm strong! lol... tml maybe ah bian coming my house to stayover cos she cannot use internet at home... hahaha dunno lah, and zr msg me today! he just came back from brunei trip only. haha, supposed to meet up with him for a meal this week, i'm ok la, not v keen though. gonna be damn bz that i tink i always leave me house early in the morning when the sun is not up, and reach home late at night when the sun is sleeping... like i nv saw my neighbourhood in the daytime one! haha... hmmz, now waiting for jie to get outta the bathroom before i go take a shower...

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 10:01 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2004

hahaha enjoyed myself alot today... went shopping with bain again (hey it rhymes, bain again bain again bain again... LOL)... and kel and jiahui... sijia joined us much later... hmm... in total, i bought 2 tees and one black pants and one pair of ear studs... hmmz.. overal... kewl... oh den i met up with norman at 7+pm in suntec... den we talk talk walk walk shop shop and the vicious cycle went on until we decided to settle down at fuzion at millenia walk... had a smoothie and oreo cheesecake each!! SHUANG K! now i truly know the feeling of being XING FU!!! hahaha, as each scoop of oreo cheesecake entered my mouth... WHOOSH, my heart melts with it in my mouth... and topped with all natural fruity smoothie blended with no ice... woooohooozz... PARADISE!! hahaha and had alotta fun talking to him la... he very easy bully so i took advantage all the time until he finally said "you talk some more then tml's headline is 'Girl, 19, found dead at Kovan Mrt" hahahaha.... i practically talked non-stop la... but, c'mon, if hongyi can't talk, she's not hongyi... ha...

oh yah, i have a conclusion too... hmm, we must sometimes learn to be easily satisfied... in order to feel what happiness is!!! not as in, erm, achievements or what... we must still have ambitions and goals in order to strive towards them... but in other materialistic terms where we must be contented with... like papa once said, a research was done in Southeast Asian countries and found out that the happy index in cambodia and vietnam is higher than that of singapore and malaysia... is because they are easily happy... like, a bowl of rice would make them contented le... the kids enjoy playing with spiders and swimming in the sea... but singaporean kids ah, if parents dun buy xbox den bueh song... wah... liddat no wonder the happiness index so low... our crave for materialism is soaring higher and higher... no good... liddat how to be happy.... that's why i have learnt to be more contented with life... like at the end of the day, when i'm in an aircon room, snugged under my comforter, that's when i totally feel... absolutely XING FU!!!! ahhhhhhz.... life is good... whatever woes i have in the day, just disappears into thin air when i'm tucked comfortably into bed... good feeling.. I LOVE IT!! yipez!

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 11:44 PM

Friday, April 16, 2004

went town today... din shop at all... just ate out at crystal jade with ahbian.. yah, WHY AH BIAN AGAIN... even my jie thinks she's my gf le... omigawsh... dowan leh... LOL... talking abt homos... damn, i saw a shuai ge at sisley (paragon) where bain worked part time today... OH MY OH MY OH MY... his really good looking with good tan and good built... and his name is matthew... so he's my current matthew-vation (motivation)....wahahaha.... just that i doubt i'll get to see him again... it's like every guy i see walking along the streets during lunchbreak or after work are better looking than the ones at my workplace!!!! hmm, today i was in the storeroom dealing with the damn files like i did again yday... so tiring.. there are like at least 200 files... and all so thick... still wan me to label them, tape them, arrange them etc etc... took me so long to get them only half done... sai... didn't quite stone much today in front of my desk... just stoned a little in the storeroom when i got so tired... not forgetting that my fourth finger on my right hand still hurts cos i embarrassingly tripped and fell over a chair and plopped onto the counter at studiowu, with one of my slippers still left behind at the chair! hahaha so paiseh k... stupid bain just luff and luff away... but i luffed along too la... hahaha felt so clumsy!

oh and highlight of the day, on my way home, i met josephine and peihua and jasmine etc!!! all my pri sch buddies! so kewl to see them again... peihua, i still remember, was one of my pri sch gd gd gd gd gd gd fren!! then we all live hougang one so walked home together and along the way just kok and kok la... peihua is still as pweety/sexy as ever.... *wootz*... at first i was a little reserved when i saw them cos i scared nth to say... but no way, we're just as crappy as ever... yay.. feels great!

hmm, tml i'll be meeting bain (AGAIN?!?!?! haiz, hahaha), kelvina (oohz, i lurve this babe) and jiahui (though not as close as the previous 2, but hahaha still can kok with la)... hopefully will get to buy the stuffs i wanted... and will use my haagen daaz voucher tml to treat them to an icecream feast! at night should be meeting norman... hahaha miss him too! he so poor thing, kena ndu... den cannot use hp in there... else i everyday msg and ka chiao him le! haiz, den since norman enlisted, hardly anyone i can kok to online comfortably le... so i went to ka chiao james but he like abit.. haiz.. sianz.. hahaha.... oh well, uni ppl having their exams anyway, but not like i see jie chao mug... always there playing solitaire with me, not that i requested for it k!!! but no doubt, i'll expect many A's from her as usual... ok... shall go chitchat le... norman finally online! hahaha and ky is telling me abt his interesting clubbing incident... lalalala...

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 11:54 PM

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

haiz, a bank is always a bank, no matter what names they're called... and i realised, hsbc is a good bank... a very good bank as compared to rhb... the rhb building is old and torn down, the toilets are dirty, each level is small and cramped, i'm confined in a small cubicle... the internet cannot be used... oh and the worse of the worse, i'm prolly the youngest in the entire building!!!! the next youngest around i know is a uni grad... and she's the only other temp on the entire level i'm on... she's okok la... but not really the gao xiao kind leh. not the wacky kind... Hmmz... i'm gonna slog... for 1+ mth more... sobz.. i gonna countdown till 31st may le...oh oh oh, i forgot one very impt pt.... there's no motivation at rhb.... i dowanna stick to the old one... *winkz* only bain knows who... LOL.. cos she's watermelon!! stupid jie kept saying "eh your gf online le" when bain comes online to icq and got the "knock knock" sound... i not les... yet... haha...

DAY 1: OVER

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Monday, April 12, 2004

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!! feeling so HIGH now!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha, i just got a job at RHB Bank.. yah, sai, why still bank... but it's $6.50/hr... and near Raffles place... walkable dist to lau pa sat, maxwell fd ctr, far east sq, amoy st fd ctr, etc etc... walkable to raffles mrt (300m) and chinatown mrt (600m)... moreover, studiowu is v near RHB... meaning, i will get to learn dance after work! hahaha... so happy... but sad thing is it's a 5.5days job... meaning saturday still must go down.. sianz... i shouldn't complain la hor. well, good food arn my workplace would serve as a passion and drive for me to work there for 2 mths! i hope it's not as busy as hsbc though... this time it's the loans dept... and well, all i hope for now is... there'll be MOTIVATION! lol... and that my colleagues are younger and friendlier... no more ry yr and xh le... i'm thrown into a new environment... hope i'll behave more sociable and have good colleagues that will still be my frens after i leave the place... yah.. hope hope hope...

anyway, i passed my basic theory test le... just got the results by mail.. yahoo!!! shall go sign up for driving lessons soon... private or sch? now that's a dilemma... hahaha but all in all... YAY!!!

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Sunday, April 11, 2004

i got 2 ulcers... damn... one of it v pain... v big... the other one i just got today, bled and bled when i accidentally bit it... OUCH... but wadeva, i just downed 2 slices of garlic bread toast and a bowl of dessert for my supper... WAHAHAHA i'm pigging out...

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 11:11 PM

Generation E Chapter One: Find Your Guiding Principle

Small satisfactions in my life...

1. Knew how to sing Cuckabaroo even before my classmates could (cos i repeated nursery!)

2. Played the toy drum during k1 performance along with 2 other boys (the other gals did other girly stuffs i didn't fancy then... boy was i cool!)

3. Managed to cheat during spelling without my teachers realising.

4. Learnt how to spell "Archaeologist" in P2 while my friends still said A was for Apple.

5. Wrote "cup" (bei1) in chinese correctly which my class best chi student couldn't

6. Swam 30 laps (ie 1500m) at the pool and got a cert for it when I was P3.

7. Made nice heart-shaped photoframes that impressed my art teacher in P5-6. Used magazine paper to construct a small house which was used for exhibition and kept by the sch in a display cabinet.

8. Learnt how to ice-skate before roller-blading.

9. Read the whole set of slamdunk comics

10. Friends always wanted me on their team for Captain's Ball game.

11. Fell down during a bball game because of a collision with another friend (guy) but i got up before him though i was more injured with grazed/bleeding elbows, palms and even hips.

12. Impressed my classmates when I learnt (by myself) how to create websites with html language.

13. I played pool better than most girls i knew and even better than some guys.

14. I never screamed when watching any horror films.

15. I always felt so good when I gave up seats to elderly/pregnant women on public transports.

16. I was asked by the instructor to attempt the guy's side of rockwall (greater difficulty level) as i performed quite well on the galz side during a rockwall climbing course.

17. Managed to starve for 30hrs during a famine camp

18. Painted the phrase "Love Makes the World Go Round" on the wall of a local Cambodian classroom free-handedly (ie, without first sketching with pencil marks just directly use instincts and it turned out quite well, in a symmetrical arch shape and nice red paint!)

19. I passed my 2.4km run.

20. Typed damn fast that even my colleagues at HSBC were so impressed.

geez, now that i have a list of 20 small satisfactions, i must find my true character, my guiding principle in life.

I feel a great sense of achievement when i get projects i have in mind done.

I feel good when I help people and they appreciate it.

I don't like to learn things the traditional way or at least, I don't like to learn things the way others do (like going for lessons). I like to learn things on my own and be as good as those who go for classes.

I like to do things that people can't do (like sewing my own prom dress, baking pastries without following recipes, etc)

I like to experience on new things.

I like creativity.

ok as far as i can think of now, these are my guiding principles... ok, shall go back and read Chapter Two!

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 2:01 PM

Saturday, April 10, 2004

hahahaha... if i write another blog entry today... it's gonna be the same as yesterday's one! cos in actual fact, we did exactly the same thing! just that, we sat in a different seat but in the same mos burgers at bugis and talked for the same 3hrs+ lol... didn't shop much oso... lalalala... so repetitive hor... but i like leh! so fun... talking and gossiping.. and sharing thoughts... yay... that's GALZ TALK!

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 9:46 PM

went out with bain and kel to bugis today. hahaha was supposed to go shopping but in fact, i think we shopped very little... we sat at a coffee place and talked until the cups were cleared but still went on yakking non-stop... finally when we decided to leave, we shopped a little before we plopped down for dinner at mos again where we actually spent 3hrs talking away!!! so much to catch up on esp with kel, haven't seen her for quite sometime le. but i must really say i feel very happy today. laughed and laughed away as we talked about everything under the sun and moon! oh, then i saw rhonda and wanjuan too! haven't seen them in ages too!!!yah, all in all, i'm feeling just so greattttttttt!!! ohhhhh, one more thing, i saw two pairs of gola shoes at world of sports today, fell in love... with BOTH of them!! hahaha, was in great great dilemma whether to buy or not. one is $80 the other is $63... i'm soooo tempted, but i'm jobless and yet to have income (though i just receive news of a tuition assignment today la!)....

i'm soooooooo tempted but didn't buy in the end!! it's like a splurge and i don't like splurging, else guilt will drown me! damn, but i quite like leh... and i know jie won't be happy if i splurge, i won't feel good too... in fact, actually i think jie is quite a sensible person who all along guides me to be thrifty (not miser) and sensible, and like pa always says, "buy what you need, not what you want". haiz... it pays to be thrifty (lol, now that's ironic!)... i mean, yah, pa did also say that if you buy le will happy, den buy loh... but jie told me and described how difficult pa and ma earns $ so we cannot anyhow splurge especially bringing up three notorious daughters is no easy task! hahaha...i think she's so damn right... hmmz... SEE HOW LA... maybe i'll just earn for what i wanna get... yeah... i'm grown up le... i should be sensible.. control temptations and only let them run wild once in a long while... YEAH.. YEAH YEAH YEAH!!! proud of myself!!! *smirkz*

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 12:05 AM

Thursday, April 08, 2004

haha... mike is a bummer... so am i... lol... went his house early this morning... as early as 8.20am! haha, cos i took my dad's car on his way to work (so nearby his office anyway!) den slacked arn in his house... played the pc game "law and order". ha, i think that game quite cool just that i kinda sucked at it initially! then watched the passion on his laptop connected to the tv... plus his sound system, wah damn zai! the show ah, haiz, so gory... v sad... but... well, i've heard that crucification story umpteen times le. it's not an exciting or anticipating show.. it's just a show that i know the storyline le but just watch to actually "feel the pain"... after the show, me n mike went to meet bain for lunch... den mike went home to await yr while me n bain go shop awhile den i had to go meet my dad le... yah.. simple bumming day... nothing gd in the classifieds... so, yah i'm still jobless...

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Sunday, April 04, 2004

erm... i just did something drastic to my hair.... man... a little regret... but a little not oso... hahaha i... erm.. i erm... just rebonded my hair... and cut it to just below shoulder length (compare to my previous v long and messy hair)... but the thing is... jie is right... and i knew she was going to be right... i'll just look like any other gals on the street now... hahaha. but then... i realised... hmm, i'm unique not in my face not iny my appearance but in my character... yah... that gives me an identity right... ok... gotta go meet sh and bain le... going mike's house later. so excited to see everyone.. miss them so much esp mike and sh!! yay!!

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Saturday, April 03, 2004

... can i conclude today as... I'M IN LOVE.... with... TAKUYA KIMURA.... aka HALU... (maybe) hehehehe in Pride... a jap drama show... wah.. he really is damn damn damn damn shuai and cute and cool can! hahahahahahahahahaha.... captain of an ice hockey team... man, makes me wanna go ice skating right now! i watched 5 episodes straight in one night... that's 5 hrs of him! ooooooooooh... and i'm not tired at all... it's already 3.30am... but i'm still so wide awake.... so... mesmerised by him!!!!

"I'm born to love you, with every beat of my heart.... I'm born to take care of your, everyday of my life!"

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... *melting away*...

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 3:29 AM

Thursday, April 01, 2004

did anybody mention that aquarians are jealous ppl who suffer from inferiority complex? hmmz... gd pt to ponder...

Sn0wDoVe flew by @ 11:17 PM

ZzZz... ==> that summarized what i did today... haha... unbelievable. i reached home at 3.30am. slept at 4.... woke up at 9... breakfast etc... slept at 11 on jie's bed. woke up at 12... slept at 1-3pm on pa's bed... woke up... lunch and comp... slept from 4.30-5pm on jie's bed... online see nobody, read one short story... slept from 5.30-6.30pm on my own bed.... impressive? i think so too! hahaha and i'm still yawning away as i type away here... lalala....

hehe, ok den i'll touch more on what happened last night... went chinablack instead of zouk after much discussion at suntec with bain jiahui and amber (bain's colleague.. but she went zouk to meet her frens afterall)... erm... lemme rate the night... say 6/10?? didn't make me like clubbing any more than before la. but at least didn't make me hate clubbing like what Embassy did (my di yi ci at clubbing sux! embassy's fault!). well, all i drank for the night was a cup of coke and a small (really small) sip of vodka cranberry. danced a while... not as hiong as bain and jiahui! hahaha... i was sitting at the sofa which i deem rather comfty! lol... kev, nick, ky and co. were there too and we sat and dance together... haha, two botaks tried to pick up on bain and jiahui... i wasn't picked up by anyone, but thank goodness for me also... cos there ain't cute guys and i dun like botakz! hahaha... some consoling here about being unwanted... but well.. heck it... erm, and i didn't dance as badly i initially thought. i mean, no, i'm not a good dancer, but i'm not the worst as far as i can remember... LOL.... reach at abt 10++ and left at around 2.30am... incredible... din know time passed so fast, maybe i slacked too much at the couch doing nothing...

oh, and one thing.... i hate the smoke.... i hate the poor ventilation of the place.... my hair stank badly of cigarette smoke when i came home... i practically washed my hair thrice to get a neutral smell.... damn, and i intend to change my pillow cover! haha... but well... i still gave a 6/10 cos at least i didn't stone at home... luffed and joked arn abit with the peeps i was with... and that... concludes my DI ER CI! whether there'll be a di san ci.... i dunno... not keen... but if free cover charge and free flow like last night.... i might just go on a little more persuasion... lol... to me, pubbing would be more attractive... soft nice jazz ringing in your ears, nice candlelights and good drink... perfect place for good chats... yupz... that's what i think la... getting high and dancing is still not my cuppa tea... firstly i can't drink cos of allergy so i'll not be able to get high that easily... and dancing... quite aimless to do so in a club... not expressive enough i think....

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